Happy New Year
I know when people come to my blog, they expect to read about happiness or something that has to do with makeup. People want to read happy things, not post like this. It took me awhile to decided If i want to publish this. Like most people in the world, I too get insecure, scared, sad, and angry. I want to share with the world of my success and experiences, but I also want the world to understand that I am human. Unhappy things happens in my life as well.
In 2011 someone very special was taken away from me. His death was the most traumatizing thing that ever happened to me. I feel empty and lost. His death made such an big impact on me, I don't know if I can ever over come it. Regret is such an powerful emotion. Regret is all I have now because I was naive. If people visit my blog to learn something, then learn from the biggest regret of my life. Learn to appreciate the people around you. Sometimes we get so busy with our lives we forget to appreciate the people who are around us. In 2012 make it a goal to tell everyone you care about how much they mean to you.
I wish you knew how proud I am of you and how much your brother and I loved you Larry. Rest in peace baby.
Posted by Janien T at 7:57 PM