It's funny how you are able to find anyone that comes to your mind on facebook. There were a couple of people i wasn't able to find, but a lot of people are on it. Today i found someone i use to go to school with. Her and i were never the best of friends, but the memories of her are very strong in my mind. Maybe we both didn't fit in until our later years. I have always thought she was beautiful, but kids could be so mean back than. I to had part in making her feel like an outcast. I deeply regret my actions as a kid simply just to be accepted by the other girls.
I wasn't able to find her under the name i knew her as. I found her sister first, than found her. It turns out she got married and changed her lastname. She is happily married with two kids. I look at her pictures, i can't help but feel so happy for her. Not everyone have a chance to fall happily in love with beautiful kids. I find myself envious of the path she choosed.
It makes you wonder what if... what if instead of a career i have a family. What if i decided to get married instead of going to college... what if i was a mother instead of a business owner...
Is it possible to have a career and a good wife at the same time? I know a lot of you would say yes to that question, but sadly i am not one who is capable of focusing on two goal at once.
Life is too short to have a career and be a mother for a woman. My clock is ticking as i type this blog.